i want a friend, that would be up for a drive at 4am through the city when it’s empty and quiet. someone who would take pictures with me, walk the beach shore at 5am when it’s foggy, cloudy and cold. most important, someone who wouldn’t mind just cruising and exploring new places for all kinds of awesome adventures.
i’m into really low commitment hangouts like lying on the floor near each other or falling asleep together or falling into an endless void together
a woman has twins and gives them up for adoption
one of them goes to a family in egypt and is named amal the other goes to a family in spain they name him juan
years later juan sends a picture of himself to his birth mother. upon receiving the picture she tells her husband that she wishes she also had a picture of amal
he responds “theyre twins if youve seen juan youve seen amal”
I DONT GET IT????
Did they ever reveal how Captain America was thawed? Because I’m picturing a bunch of Shield agents with hair dryers and I don’t think that’s quite right.
13, 20, 36
13: GODDAMN HARRY POTTER MADE ME CRY.
20: The last thing I watched on TV was Finding Carter… I don’t watch a lot of TV.
36: Ike’s Lair/Place! Does that count? If not than BJ’s is a favorite place to eat!
I dated a guy who was really insecure, had anxiety issues, depression and a very strict idea on how he wanted things. I love my ex dearly, I can’t say I am in love with him, but I love and care for him.
I strongly believe he was afraid of getting close to people.He was always like ‘I really really like you’ and recently it was ‘I liked you too much’. Hated when he felt jealous. And I think I went against a lot of his ideas on what things should be like.
I hold none of this against him. When we broke up, a month later was when I told him I loved him. Because I didn’t expect to talk to him again. A month after that he came back into my life wanting to try again. A month later he starts ignoring me again and here I am.
I recall a time I went to a friends party, without him (I actually invited him while I was there) and a few days later he said he felt like I didn’t need him. When he came back into my life he thought it was going better without him and he would bring it down. My point is this. I don’t fault him for thinking that way. Even as I explain to him that I miss him, that I don’t need him but I do want him, I understood where he was coming from.
A lot of people need to realize when people have issues like that and refuse to acknowledge them, struggle to share them, or want to admit they need help… it’s tough on them. While it might look like they use it as an excuse. It’s not. I never got upset with him for breaking up with me. I understood. I had a struggle letting him back in out of fear of hurting him. Which I think is why he started ignoring me again. (He was also depressed after we had this… misunderstanding and I blamed myself.)
Some people told me those were excuses. Some even went ‘I used to be like that, he just needs to man up’. The fact of the matter is, no two people are the same. No two people will handle a situation the same. And what works for one, may not another. Especially someone with as much insecurities and depression he went through. I gave him every option he could want. No being friends. Cutting ties. Being friends. Trying again. And he didn’t know and I didn’t fault him. I’m disappointed he didn’t tell me he changed his mind. Mildly hurt he didn’t say anything. And more disappointed in knowing he blocked me on Instagram and kept me on Facebook. Because I fear I may have hurt him with my Instagram posts.
The point of this is, you can’t hold these types of things against people. You have to try and understand it. You have to realize you can’t always help them even more so when they don’t want to believe it’s a problem. You also have to realize that it’s hard on them. My ex was afraid to talk to me about our problems in fear of a fight. We ended up fighting because he let them eat away at him. Even after I told him he could talk with me. You can’t force someone to see things your way. And you have to understand that even when they know, they can’t help it.
There is no ‘fixing’ someone either. You have to accept them. You have to understand the issue. You have to talk to them in a manner they are comfortable with. And you can’t force them to talk to you. Yet, you can’t hold their issues against them either. And if people around you are trying to convince you it’s just an ‘excuse’ or that they are still to blame, ignore them. They have no right.
But PLEASE, if you can’t handle being with someone like that, don’t be with them. Don’t be with them because you feel bad. Be with them if you understand and truly care. Remember to think about yourself too. But don’t keep yourself in that kind of relationship if it hurts you too and you can’t see their point of view. If you’e going to just call it an ‘excuse’ and fault them for their problems. Or think you can help them through it. Sometimes you can’t. Sometimes you have to let them handle it on their own.
Whoops! Forgot this from the last time, here goes!
1. Well… no! She’s my friend and she’s married, so of course I wouldn’t have sex with her.
2. I haven’t talked to my ex in over a month now. The ball was left in his court and silence is my apology.
3. Nope! I barely just had mines taken. So I haven’t gotten around to cherry popping myself.
4. I have serious trust issues with people. Especially those interested in me. My ex-boyfriend and my first boyfriend are about the only two guys I trust without question, even before I got to know them fully. Every other guy is a battle. Most girls I trust.
5. Nope! I hung out with my brother’s girlfriend and I like her. So that should count for something.
6. Camping this weekend with my friend and her family. :D It’s my first time camping so I’m super excited for it.
7. I made tacos tonight and I’m reading right now.
8. I think it’s sad when other girls get really wasted. Like nothing is worse than watching a girl jump all over guys, stumble around or throw up in the middle of the street. It’s not disgusting… just sad.
9. Confidence is attractive. Very attractive.
10. Coke. And it told me to share with one of my ex’s and so I downed that fucker and snapped a photo and sent it to them lol. We’re childhood friends so… it makes our friendship stronger?
50 and 6
6] Right now I just want to explore my state more! There’s a lot of beautiful places that I haven’t gotten to see. But one day I’d like to expand to other places. :] Right now my travel dreams are all in state.
50] Five Random Facts:
-It wasn’t until recently did I start going out to bars or hanging out in large groups, being around 2 or more people used to make me nervous!
-I can be a real bitch. I’m very honest and have no filter. I don’t know how to talk to people, so therefore I can be a bitch when speaking.
-I love horror movies. With a passion. Cabin Fever and The Evil Dead Series are two of my favorites.
-I’m pretty much a nerd and will have something on me related to comics/sci-fi/videogames/books. At all times.
-I love to cook but haven’t felt like cooking since my break-up and have been pretty down about that. But I can’t bring myself to cook. Not even baking my favorite brownies. I make some bomb ass muffins and texas cheese fries though.